It's been already a month plus since my last update. Back to single for almost 2 month, within this two months too many things happen to me. Your unwillingness of letting go, make us still keep in contact. Sometimes, I will keep on asking myself a question, it is the right decision to broke up with you? No one knows.. As what you have thought, I started to move on from you, start to getting know new friends, a new guy, try to look for another relationship. But deep inside, I'm still there. How can a person can easily move on and start to have a new relationship within a month? I knew you did change a lot because of me. You change your temper, the way you used to talk. But I know, we couldn't go back to the status as before. Even though it have been months but when I think of you, I will still tear. You did tell me how much you did love me and how I'm different from the others, but for me, I doesn't want to go back to a relationship right now.
Within these 2 months, I get to know some new "friend", even though we spend lots of time on chatting and get to know more on each other, however, there is not "spark" and somehow I feel tired of maintain the relationship. Friends always tell me to get to know more people, so that I could move on. I did try, but still it isn't the thing that I want.
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In early August, my sister was confirm to be positive to Covid-19. Yes.. I got into another round of quarantine due to close contact again. But this round is 10-days of quarantine. Luckily that I have done my 1st dose of vaccine in end of July, so even though that if I been tested positive, I also won't go into the stage of severe stage.
And yeap.. I got my second dose done on 21th August. Now just gonna wait for 14-days so that I could go out for a haircut and shopping to buy present gift for my besties. So I think that my update for now. See ya in next update! xoxo