Hello guys! Times flies so fast. It already March. So much planned to do, so many things want to do. It will be a lot busier starting next month. Been discuss a lot with my mum this few day on the roughly idea of my cafe. The idea of this cafe can be said was my dream when I'm still studying secondary, it actually a draft plan of me and one of my friend. I hope that one day, I could open up my own dream coffee shop full with the things that I loved. Currently it's still in the stage of planning and drafting all costing. Hope that I could start this business by second half of 2021.

Another plan of mine is to run a small accessories store with my bestie on IG so called - Silver & Salt. Currently in the stage of pending stock to arrive and do all those repacking and relabeling. Estimated launching date would be on my birthday that day. Hopefully everything can be smooth and it can be one of my passive income. As currently now Uncommon Beauty can be said totally no sales at all from that side as in my previous post I did mention our IG account has been force to shutdown and we had to start all over again. And I have no choice to have to look for others way of making money. 😁

MCO 2.0 has been started since early January up until today, and I hope the border can be open up as soon as possible. I miss my boyfriend a lot, and I wanted to see him so much. I guess we did not get to meet each other for almost more than 7 months since last year August. I think this could be the longest duration that we couldn't meet each other ever since I graduate from my university. This few month, due to couldn’t see each other, we have lots of quarrel because of small things. 

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Sharing some thought on what current happen around me. On the last day of CNY, which is chap goh meh, one of my friend receive a call from his sister called him back home immediately as that time they were gathering at my house playing lami mahjongs and poker cards. So yeah, around 12am, we end this gathering and actually at that time everyone was notices something bad happened to him. But we keep it in our heart, no one speak out on this. On the next day, when I just woke up *actually been woke up by phone rang* my friend's father passed away at midnight due to heart pain, or somehow call heart failure. Everyone were shocked when hearing about this, and as a friend for so many years, we when to pay a visit to his family.

It is really sad that he has to go thru all this responsibility to handle the household expense and all those daily expenses of his family. As this happened in all of sudden, he has to be strong enough to take over his father business and the responsibility to take care of his mother and sister. Somehow, I feel like sometimes humans are  very small and powerless for many things, we don't know what will happen to us on next day or even hours. Everything in planning can be beautiful and meaningful, but with some unknown things, we could not really know will we still can keep our planning goes on. 

If this happen to my in my current age, I also don't know what to do, and how to do.. I might lost of direction, as I'm the eldest among my siblings, I have to take care of all those stuff that my parent bring to me. I really grateful that my parents were still very healthy, I hope that they could enjoy the blessing as one day I strong enough to buy and provide them what they want when they old.

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It has been so stress for me, I think this is the most stress out period ever since I join this company. Boss giving out higher expectation as before, they are requesting more from me. Sometimes, I will keep on asking myself am I really suits to work in this industry? or should I have to try on some others things, such as changing my preference industry? Sighs.. I'm so lost of direction now...

I think that all for today. Hope to have more update on my current planning in future posting.

See you! xoxo.